Saturday, September 5, 2009

Deaf audition!

Date: 2009

Context: During our church renovation , the sound cabin got placed in a fairly auditorily isolated mezzanine floor connected to the main church hall. I (the sound-in charge) had therefore, to control sound, by previous experience and the distant musicians’ expressions . This poem was one of my requests to the authorities, to be allowed to bring down the sound system into the main hall…

Most who live in our present world
Of Beethoven, have been told;
A musician of unparalled skill
Who composed in those days of old.

But many probably never know-
The irony of his life;
That as time went by, he became fully deaf
By an age of forty five.

Well today, it seems the same
In our church's sound cabin,
We've been asked to control 'sound'
Perched where, almost none, comes in!

Controlling sound by gut feeling
Is taking on us a toll,
Quality never seems to be improving
So can we shift 'down', our Console?

Sprawling space, we do not need
As the current loft, we'll continue to hold.
Just a place 'down', to keep a little mixer in
And a bar stool, for our weary souls!

As we help each other in church

Date: 2009

Context: Was trying to streamline the Video and Audio processes in church. Video was another team, audio was within my purview. At that time I wrote…


Not to be a preacher
Not to be a scribe
But, just to hold the other's hand
And lead him from the strife.

No more self-condemnation

Date: 2009

Context:I seem to be my worst (unhealthy) critic. I want to get out of this rut…

To walk with dignity
Is my right
For the Lord of heaven
Has set me aright.

I'll not let others
Condemn me ever.
I'll not let my past
Frighten me ever.

I'll never say bad
About my own life
For the God of heaven
Has cleansed me from strife.

On goals

Date: 2009

Context:Often to me life is either ‘white or black’, ‘all or not at all’, ‘do or die’, ‘heaven or hell’, ‘total commitment or absolute abandonment’.

When in my heart
You set a goal
To bring for Thee
A great shoal.

Let that passion
Engulf my soul
Conquering my being
My absolute whole.

Alone, but not alone

Date: 2009

Context: Was going through a trial at home. Trials are painful, aren’t they?

Alone in the garden
Jesus wept alone
The pain of separation
Engulfed His very soul

What'er I face in life
Can never equal that pain
For from my Father's face
Need never, my face be veiled.

Saviour, precious Saviour
Give me a heart like Thine
That all other people around
I'll see, as though they are mine.

The one's I loved to save
May be the ones who crucify.
At that time, let my cry
Be that they, to Thee, come nigh.

To see your King

Date: 2009

To see your Saviour King
Stand not on your toes
But on deeply bended knees
Let there be found your repose

Am I a lesser mortal?

Date:2009

Context: “In the Lord’s church there are the great and there are the good”, wrote A W Tozer. While we may aspire to be amongst the great, God in His wisdom, allocates most of us to be only of the second cadre. Are we inferior therefore? No, not unless God is unfair and He is not!

Am I a lesser mortal
If from others, my light is lit
When God to me is revealed
Through other mens’ writ?

Am I a lesser man
If my life be fully spent
Furthering the gifts of others
Though I be never seen?

Do all have to light their lamps
Straight from God on high?
Isn't there a greater Grace
If through other men, my Father's made nigh?


For years, I sought to establish
An identity of my own
Till slowly the truth was revealed
That Christ, my entirety owned.

Thus, my weary heart,
Found the rest for which it sighed.
Now Jesus is my purpose
And I am on His side.